Ask: Sister Agnes

Don't worry sister. Ivan here will totally keep you at his house, as long as he donkt cheat on me. You can be with his elder brother who... Is just awesome. I guess.

Go away, Lazarus. I'll kill myself if I had an older brother like you. How dare you flirt with my fiancee. I will destroy you with my own hands!

Sorry if I'd be harsh..

The question's not what you've been fighting for. It's obvious already, you want his love. What else does he want? No one knows. I'm just gonna one word to describe him, and it's "jerk". Sorry.

Sometimes other people are jerks. Sometimes people won't really care about other people's feelings... Passing through this phase of life now, identity crisis

I have read certain stories about this thing, the boy abandoning the girl and stuff like that. But don't let it get you down. I even read something about a girl who got her love letter thrown away, and you know what she did? She partied all night to get over it. It's almost the same with your case. Don't let it get you down. Instead, use this as a "stepping stone" in your life, learn from it and move on.

Hope that helped XD
[I know my post is late orz''']

Lumen chan, I'm really touched. ;_;

This thread is going to make me cry. Again. Lol.

There she's going crazy!

I understand your mindset... but I'm sorry to say I can't say anything that will not shatter the last of your spirit, seeing as I don't believe in love.

I can say that you are going to be better off in the long run.
Karma will get him in the ass, and he will just be walking along in the streets one day when a thug kidnaps him and beats him shitless before setting the hideout of fire and runs away.

I can't say anything to comfort you or anything... since I am as dense as people know...

Love is a good thing. Loving is not a bad thing too. But, I liked it better if we are Loved. If you love him, and he didn't love you anymore, then I can only hope for the best for you in the long run.

No, you are not a sinner, sinned or anything. Everyone called 'living being' always make a fault every time.

I hope it will give you more motivation.... and hope... (@Lumen: By girl that partying when she knew that her love letter being dumped, do you talk about song "Worst Carnival" from Kagamination?)

go after ur love ^_^ i am sure he will understand

Agnes' profile pic is updated again, yet again with Lumen's awesome art

I hope Lumen will color her... she will look awesome...r... with colored version~

A tingling thrill,
That melts away the bitter chill,
Like the first bud of a blossoming flower
That peeks through the layer of winter frost to greet the spring shower;
Brush by the spirit of the wind as you race along,
To feel wild and free—that you belong!
Or dance with the sunbeams on a rainbow
And forget the ferocious storm spent in the dismal shadow;
Sitting by a cozy, crackling fireplace
With the friendly flames flickering on your face,
Your thirsting soul is glowing and alight,
As you drink in the meaning of life and delight—
Blissful warmth slowly spreads through your body.

Watching the shimmering night sky, distant and afar,
To see the celestial glow of an undimmed star;
Stare dreamily with a wistful smile,
And look back at the oblivious joy, ringing with rich laughter while,
Inside, you are trapped in an entangled snare,
Yearning with the cry of a forlorn child for someone to care!
Yet despite all, to be true, you are willing,
To give all your heart and soul, and wish for every means of fulfilling,
Another’s utmost happiness, though it may deem
Swallowing all your own hopes and dream;
But if you are fully ready to sacrifice your desire and wish,
For another’s well-being, comfort, and bliss,
You have seen divine light.

Do you know the answer to this riddle, Sister Agnes. I imagine you can probably understand the feeling behind some part of the riddle.